Have been listening to a lot of songs. Franklin, Fateh Ali Khan, Sunidhi Chauhan. Music helps, heals. Akshay I listened to your songs while on a walk.
Aditi is trying to heal me. It is quite sad to see her try so hard, she says you have been asking her to pull me out of my depression. I don't know if she can. I have to support her through the next few years, so for her sake I hope she succeeds.
I am not a very good mum now, I never was. I have reached new low now. Can't go any lower. It is the Marina Trench of lows. I keep dreaming of the dead people taking me on a journey. Yesterday you took me on a journey on a tram. We went I don't know.
Relationships have stooped to a new low too. I thought I had a good marriage; but how can two normal ordinary people survive one blow after another? I guess if we make it, I can always write a best -seller; how to make your marriage work through almost every problem :)
