Sorry

I’m sorry

I did not know what I was doing

In wishing for death,

I was punishing you

For no fault of yours

I do not blame you

For running away

After all suicide is the ultimate act

Of treason

Running into the arms of another

Is less heinous than

Running into the arms of death

You were trying to be strong

Brave for the sake of the survivors

I was weak and broken

Apologising to someone who does not care

In chasing the shadows

I gave up on the substance

In choosing paradise

I gave up on Earth

I’m glad you did not give up on me

Walk with me my love

I will draw from your strength

Not take it for granted

Love me the way you loved me before

We will be there for each other

My living arms are open

Embrace me; I will comfort you

With a promise

Till death do us part

And to fight it

With all my spirit

And soul; next time death tempts me...

I will live for you my soul mate

And love you forever